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Friday, July 30, 2010

Gracias!

racias por existir, gracias.

Gracias por fijarte en mi, por dejarme disfrutar de tu presencia, por mirarme y por hablarme.

Gracias por dejarme soñar contigo, por hacerme vivir de ti, por provocar la ilusión que lleva tu nombre.

Gracias por elegirme, elegirme para acompañarte, elegirme para caminar juntos por la vida, elegirme para sentir.

Gracias por respirar, andar, mirar, hablar, despertar, sonreír, escuchar.... gracias por existir.

Gracias y un millón de gracias por dejarme amarte.

Gracias

Monday, July 5, 2010

First day of starting new. ='(


='( . Why the hell should i try to be stronger than what i really am? Right now i miss her like bad. I feel like leaving this state, but that wont help, and when i remember how i messed up, that makes everything worse. Well at least i made her a little happy ='). 4th of July is her birthday. I gave her some Flowers and a Candle, a Happy birthday card, and a Really nice cake. But god it just sucks being super in love right now. Everything in my room reminds me of her from the teddy bear she gave me on my graduation to the pictures and calendar of her and me. Well i am going to try this and work hard. TE AMO CON TODO MI CORAZON!!!!!! ERES MI FELICIDAD!!
I Feel so lonely ='(. I AM SORRY FOR THE BAD TIMES. I LOVE YOU.


P.S IF YOU READ THIS MARIA, JUST KNOW ITS ALL TRUE AND THAT I MISS YOU.

LOVE YOU, BYE

Maria eres Mi luna y mi Estrella.

Una cancioncita para ti maria es de Banda Machos.

Quiero cantarle a esos ojos tan negros tan negros
Que yo quiero
Quiero decirle a esos labios que si no me besan
Me muero
Mi pensamiento mi vida y todo mi amor
Son de ella
Que es la mujer que mas quiero
Mi luna mi Estrella
Acercate mas a mi y dame un beso de amor
Quiero sellar nuestro cario llevando tu sabor
Acercate mas a mi y dame un beso de amor
Quiero sellar nuestro cario llevando tu sabor
Hablado...
Te lo juro mija que eso eres para mi
Mi luna y mi Estrella
Quiero cantarle a esos ojos tan negros tan negros
Que yo quiero
Quiero decirle a esos labios que si no me besan
Me muero
Mi pensamiento mi vida y todo mi amor
Son de ella
Que es la mujer que mas quiero
Mi luna mi Estrella
Acercate mas a mi y dame un beso de amor
Quiero sellar nuestro cario llevando tu sabor
Acercate mas a mi y dame un beso de amor
Quiero sellar nuestro cario llevando tu sabor

Friday, July 2, 2010

Muchas Fotos, una gran historia.

PICTURES THAT SHOW NOTHING MORE THAN A AWESOME LOVE STORY, 1 YEAR 4 MONTHS AND 9 DAYS. THESE PICTURES ARE IN ORDER, FROM THE FIRST MONTHS TO WHAT WE HAVE NOW. I LOVE YOU MARIA!

- OK the first one was like straight up in February. This is our official first picture. We were outside talking, cause the first months i was just shy to go inside the house. So yeah =)

- Second one was this one, if i can recall we took this one the same day, only earlier.

- Third one was this.

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Nuestro Chat lol.

Johnny Candia today I realized how much I really love you!!! All I have to do is look at you and you make me smile so much, with your cute little face, and your beautiful eyes!!! Its a feeling that I just cant quite explain to you at this moment.

thats really sweet and i enjoy hearing you say that. Well you know what chavelita, i also had a great time with you today, and you know i always loved you today and tomorrow. i love you with all my heart. thank YOU for being in my life!!!!

I love being in it and I love you being in it as well. And I want to tell you something very serious.... THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING AND FOR NEVER GIVING UP ON ME!!!

Well i already told you once and many times. I never met anyone so sweet and so caring in my life that i just cant give you up so easy. i fell in love with you, why should i not fight or do anything for you , especially something as weak as giving up!!!

But you still look so cute cuando lloras... : }

do i really?
Yes but Id rather not see you do that anymore.

man, well what can i say. Sometimes it just feels so good knowing that i got such an awesome person next to me that i cry!, so forgive me if i ever do.

You are just as awesome and special to me, and I love you for all you are and for what you have, with all of your defects and everything. You are just perfect.

THAT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME MARIA QUE NI TIENES IDEA! TE AMO MARIA Y GRACIAS POR DECIRME ESTO.
No solo te quiero decir estoy...sino mas perono se como expressarme, siempre sere tu Mamacita o como dijo el dela pizzeria.

Johnny is awesome alright now band zero in arkansas. Yo no se cahave is cool and funny and she makes me smile and she has a cute little nose.